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Hey, i know i haven't written in awhile. So I thought I should give in update into my life. My boyfriend just broke up with me calling me the rebound girl. I really hate him right now. I got back together with my ex-boyfriend who I really love. I guess I really didn't know what I had till I lost it. I'm helping him with his homework right now . lol. I'm going to be going to eastern washington to go visit him during midwinter break. i sometimes feel like my life is just spiriling out of control. nothing is in my grasp. especially my memories. not many people know this about me, but i have a really crapy memory. not just, like, i can't remember where i left me keys. but like I can't remember didly squat. I can't remember: my parents divorce, my friendship with kinsey, my fathers marriage to his ex-wife,my boyfriend (charlie) and I's relationship, nothing. I don't know why. My boyfriend dustin is the only one who I have ever known to help me remember. He helped me, with out knowing it. I could remember so much thanks to him. yeah....alot written. bye