So it’s completely true what my parents said. I’m not in school and now it’s like I’m some vague memory. I don’t know what to think. I don’t like it. I know that. I guess it’s my fault. I just figured, you know, I wouldn’t be just forgotten. I mean, Ashi still’s in the group. Maybe it’s just me.
That aside, to those in real life, no. I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I see that the previous desire to talk was from my side and ignored on yours. Now you can know a little of what I’ve been feeling. I’ve been spending the past weeks completely alone. I stayed in my room, twiddling away the hours of the day doing nothing but staring at the screen. Of course you have lives, school, friends. I don’t suppose you understand.
Then there are my internet friends. The only people who really keep me anywhere near sane. To those people, you have my thanks. However I believe for my own sake of mind I shall cut the ties. At least for now. I just want to be alone for a while, to think.
I have so little time I could devote anymore. Whatever time is open seems to be always replaced, no matter what. Indeed. You’ve all really forgotten me, haven’t you? That being said I believe then it best if we all just forget everything. Farewell.
Dreadfully living in pain
~Shadow of Fire
‘I want my wrists to cry blood, but I’m too scared it won’t stop.’
P.S. You people are welcome to try and prove me wrong.
That aside, to those in real life, no. I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I see that the previous desire to talk was from my side and ignored on yours. Now you can know a little of what I’ve been feeling. I’ve been spending the past weeks completely alone. I stayed in my room, twiddling away the hours of the day doing nothing but staring at the screen. Of course you have lives, school, friends. I don’t suppose you understand.
Then there are my internet friends. The only people who really keep me anywhere near sane. To those people, you have my thanks. However I believe for my own sake of mind I shall cut the ties. At least for now. I just want to be alone for a while, to think.
I have so little time I could devote anymore. Whatever time is open seems to be always replaced, no matter what. Indeed. You’ve all really forgotten me, haven’t you? That being said I believe then it best if we all just forget everything. Farewell.
Dreadfully living in pain
~Shadow of Fire
‘I want my wrists to cry blood, but I’m too scared it won’t stop.’
P.S. You people are welcome to try and prove me wrong.
