February 25, 2005
I hate people. People who said they would help me out won't. I'm just sick of everyone. I don't know why I bother with friends, they're useless and all they do is betray you eventually. All I want to know is if Kaz is having chats without me, but people can't even tell me that, or they tell me but won't let me in and crap. I hate when he leaves me out of things. No one knows how I feel. I hate them all. I hate Chris. He can't tell me something simple about a chat room. I hate Jon and Rico, they think it's funny to tell me to say and do nasty things in a chat room so they'll invite Kaz. I hate Nicolas, who blocked me and now I see he's mysteriously unblocked me but yet hasn't IMed me, and who's friends with my enemies. Now Jon agreed to help me but I don't trust him. I can't trust anymore. Most of all, I hate Kaz. I hate his stupid screen name, and his stupid lies. He says he doesn't lie, but he lied to one of my friends last night. Just straight, flat out, lied. But he hasn't lied to anyone as much as he's lied to me.
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