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O here we are after all that time all that effort wasted away. Our glorious exstasy has crumbled...now only pain remains. All trace of sunshine has left and i go back to the world I knew...Here in the dark is my home and the shadow my place of reflection. How could I have even thought I would make it in the light with you...How foolish i was...And yet a peice of me still yearns to be there...WHY...WHY wont these memories leave me. In the silence they dance around my head and delight in my torment. I wonder if you delight in it to cause thats all that has come of it...Here I will dwell in the shadow, back to where I belong, to all the people who actually care, and those that actually see the true me.