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Cant' stop this crying
it seem so impossible to run away from my past
it keeps replaying and replaying
just like how my mom keeps bitching over the same things about me
I feel like I've lost my mind
it seems like everything is falling apart..
the dreams of me killing, the feeling of killing innocent people keep replaying in my dreams along with the memories of my mother, beating me and telling me I wasn't even worth a pile of s**t.
I'm losing it...someone help me please..
Why does my past keep replaying
the memories of my anut's funeral and then my friend dies.
I can't take this, I'm losing it...
I just want to take this pistol, point it to my head and fire the bullet to stop this dream
I want to cause pink mist
I can't take this, I need my happy pills or something that will knock me out for good
I can't take it anymore
I just want to stop the dreams...I'm suffering enough as it is....
just stop it
because I believe I'm becoming insane...
 preciousjoy · Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 07:29am · 0 Comments |
