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Turning up the radio
I scream
I ******** scream like my life depended on it
but the thumbing of the speakers blur it out...
My heart is breaking
crumbling to the last bit.
Only dust remains
I deserve this punishment
I dont blame anyone else
I only blame myself
Hanging my head up high
I feel the tears fall
and I dont care to wipe them away
a wicked smile crosses my face
Call me emotional
call me susidal
I dont give a s**t
Forgive me God I have sin
I have sin in the most horrible way
I have stain my hands in blood
I lather it in my hands as if it was soap and water..
and I enjoyed it
every second
every mintue
I'm losing my sanity...
a monster I am becoming.
 preciousjoy · Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 02:35am · 0 Comments |
