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Today has been one of the worst of my entire life. I lost 3 or 4 great friends. It's all because I wasnt the real me around them and w/ suyi i am so i hangout w/ her more.....well anyway today i IMed trisha and she said sorry but me,katrina,and pinkey dont know u anymore. I swear i could hear my heart beating i said okay..i understand..bye..then deleted them.Pinkey later IMed me calling me "b***h" "a*****e" "freakin anime lover" and etc..it really hurt me even more. then katrina and patricia emailed me and started yelling at me...i had to leave thank fully. Then katrina sent me a hate letter...titled I"m sorry ^_^....then she says i'm soooooooooooooooooo freaking pissed at u....I get that they hate me...i understand they never want to talk to me again....SO WHY DONT THEY START?! I mean move on and leave me alone.....*sigh* my horoscope said to try and cheer someone up even though i dont feel perky myself...i did... i feel a BIT better but ..*sigh* patricia is the only one who emailed me saying: i thought we were going to be bff's forever but i guess i was wrong and stupid for thinking so....i answerd her: i thought so too....i get it that u guys hate me....but i just dont want things to be harder then they have to be....well its really late 12:39am Monday. A new day with Patricia ________, Katrina ____, Madelyn(pinkey)_______, and maybe even denise _______ out of my life forever.
Love always,
AngelsShadow
 iLurk · Mon Feb 21, 2005 @ 04:41am · 1 Comments |
