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Why? Why can't i just keep my yap shut.

Oi, now for another rant by me. Trinity!!

I dunno, of late. I've just stopped caring. Very few things do i care about these days. Without school, my days have become very lonely. I find i just sleep my days away. Until i get back from Japan, there'll be no job for me.

Heh, i can tell you one thing i care about thoough. it's something i hold near and dear to my heart. Food!! Nahh...just kidding. Actually, it's someone i met on gaia. Heh, you know who you are. She manages to brighten my days, just by talking to her. It had been awhile since me and her had talked but, after getting in contact with her again, i realised how much i missed her. How much her friendship really means to me. Even if your just someone i met on gaia, you mean the world to me. I hope you know that. *gives you big bag of catnip and a big hug* In the end, even if my day was total crap, i can talk to you...and i can smile instantly. Never feel alone in the world, i'm always here for ya, remember? I promised you that. Friends till the end.

My Last breath:

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

Lyrics to my favorite song. Dunno why, i posted it. I just felt like it. Maybes cause it's how i feel...i dunno really. I've given up trying to figure out my emotions.

Later!
~Trin~