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18 today, the big day, the day I become an adult, the day i can smoke, vote, and get porn. Should be significant right? I guess not. 18 today and I feel empty and let down. I feel like everything I've done has just been a pathetic waste of time. The only time I was truly happy was laying down and watching a movie with Myckel, just that simple little thing made me feel good and nothing else. Walking home today someone threw a battery out of a bus window which hit mycel's head, the my temple and then my eye before landing on the ground. Someone yelled out to me "Are you a boy or a girl?" And Chloe ruined cake and champagne by acting like it was her birthday and everything should be about her. I honestly hate it so much here. I would move into an apartment right now even if all I had was Myckel and some food in the fridge, that would be enough for me.