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This is probably the first time I've had this feeling for a long time.
This feeling of being unbalanced.
Like something went wrong
and there's nothing I can do.
I'm not the usuall the one who feels this type of thing,
or,
at least,
I don't show it.
I don't even know how to explain,
other than the feeling of my
heart
being slightly squeezed.
I shouldn't be upset
there's nothing to be upset about.
I suppose you can say I'm
dependent.
[as in. the MENTAL illness]]
No, I don't have the papers,
but if you know me
You know I have
problems.
This ******** sucks.
Rightnow, I'm alone
even tho there are 3 other people right by me.
Not reading this, thank God.
But... they could I suppose.
Not like they'd understand
much less care.
I want to go home.
And just...Be.
Whatever.
Who's going to read this?
If you are.
I'm sorry for wasting your life
with my rants.
Other people have bigger problems.
I'm just selfish.
Yours, Joey
 worthwhile · Tue Jan 02, 2007 @ 12:38am · 1 Comments |
