So yeah.
After yesterdays episode of my life..
We're okay..
I can tell he's off a bit..
But well.. nothing I can do unfortunatly..
But atleast we're still together!
I NEVER wanna lose him.
Like I told him..
He's stuck with me forever now..
Hehe
I feel better today.. no more being sick..
No more shakes..
But i think I'm addicted to sleeping pills..
cos I ran out *couldnt find any more*
For a couple days and then suddenly I get violent shakes and sick..
Then last night I took sleeping pill again and I'm not sick today...
Coinsidence? Maybe?
I cooked for Paul last night..
Okay it was just some noodles but he seemed to like them so =]]
I dont normally cook for people..
AND!
I ate infront of him..
I normally wont eat infront of [anyone]
So maybe my eating habit is getting better too?
After yesterdays episode of my life..
We're okay..
I can tell he's off a bit..
But well.. nothing I can do unfortunatly..
But atleast we're still together!
I NEVER wanna lose him.
Like I told him..
He's stuck with me forever now..
Hehe
I feel better today.. no more being sick..
No more shakes..
But i think I'm addicted to sleeping pills..
cos I ran out *couldnt find any more*
For a couple days and then suddenly I get violent shakes and sick..
Then last night I took sleeping pill again and I'm not sick today...
Coinsidence? Maybe?
I cooked for Paul last night..
Okay it was just some noodles but he seemed to like them so =]]
I dont normally cook for people..
AND!
I ate infront of him..
I normally wont eat infront of [anyone]
So maybe my eating habit is getting better too?