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I guess friends do stick together..
Are friends supposed to try and split them and their girlfriends up?

Seems like it with guys..

I ******** HATE YOU NEIL..
YOUR GOING TO PAY

Neil finally got what he wanted by the looks of it..
He's made Paul act like its over..
So I guess this is it?

WHAT am I gonna do?
I love him.
I love him like I loved no other.
I'd put him before my friends.. even my own ******** family!

And now this?
Obviously not the same.. I mean..
He's believed every lie that scumbag said about me

I always thought this would never happen..
Thought we'd be together forever &7 I'd have his kids..

I thought he was happy with me.. obviously not if by the twisted words of Neil cant make him feel totally different to how I feel in a matter of seconds..

Maybe I'll turn to full prostitution now?
He is and always will be the reason I havent killed myself..
I havent turned into prostitution..
He gave me the attention I needed..

Now look at me?
Telling the whole internet..
about how my world is gonna turn upside down if I lose him..

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