I`m Feeling Rather Sad..  I Don`t Know How Or Why I`m In This State.  I`m Completly Confused  And Torn   I Know I Know I Have Lots Of Guy Friends On Here That Like Me.  But Always As The Loveable Friend Type Of Person.  I Don`t Need Best Friends.  I`m Sick And Tired Of Fakers!! I`ll Die Alone But Not For Pleasure.  I`ve Seen My  Heart Explode.  and I`m Just Probably Saying Weird Stuff Nobody Cares About...  Wish I Had One Friend Like Nico And Sean Again... Someone To Take This Burden Of Pain Away Just For A Brief Second... 
    Crying Myself To Sleep Until The Day That I Die