The Only Thing Is That I Can Say Is Nobody Cares For Me. Now They Always Say They Do But I Can Never Bring Myself To Belive Them.. Since So Many People Have Betrayed Me. People I Trusted How Can I Trust Anyone Else? I Will Tell You The Story On Why I Don`t Trust Anybody...
I Always Liked This One Guy. On This Site Called IMVU. I Loved Him So Dearly..He Was My Bestest Best Friend...I Liked Him And He Knew. So What Did I Do I Let My Sister Talk To Him I Let My Friends Talk To Him... And BOOM He Liked My Friends And Sisters.. That Really Really Hurt Since I Liked Him So.. I Cried And Cried. Then I Found A Cheat. I Thought Maybe If I Told Him I Would Get Him. So I Told Him And BOOM He Got Rich And Popular And Left Me.. Behind.. And I Cried And Cried.
After That, On The Site IMVU, I Was Sad For A Long Time. I Started Turning To Cutting. Then I Met Sean. He Was So Nice. He Truely Was My Best Friend. He Added Me On Msn I Was So Happy. He Ask Me To Go On Web Cam I Did. I Really Thought He Was My Best Friend. I Started Forgetting About Nico.. And I Started To Grow Attached To Sean. He Was Older Than Me About 17. And Then One Day He Said He Had To Go. Oh How I Cried. And Soon My Little Problem With Cutting Got Way Worse. I Started Trying To Distroy Myself. I Tried Almost Anything. But Then He Said He Wasn`t Leaving.. And He Asked Me To Go On Cam And I Accepted. Then He Went On Cam. He Told Me To Talk Off My Top.. I Trusted Him So Much!!! I Was So Torn.. So Hurt NOBODY Could Help Me.
After That I Never Got Over Any Of This. I Just Cry And Cut Cry And Cut. I Tried To Get Some Help From My Peers But... Unluckly Nobody Cared Enough To Listen. One Person Did.. I Thank Them. Well Enough About Me I`m To Sad To Go On emo I Will Never Trust Anyone Again Thanks To Nico And Sean. Sean And Nico..Nico And Sean....
