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..and this one is from when I was very depressed and suicidal..


This feeling of depression
I tell you its ok
I assure you that if you close your eyes
You'll wake to a brand new day

This feeling of depression
I tell you its alright
So you close your eyes and rest your head
Lets put off this fight

This feeling of depression
I tell its just this
A feeling is and never was
A thought one day you miss

This feeling of depression
I tell you I control
With every ounce and every bit
Held deep within my soul

This feeling of depression
Will go away so soon
I close my eyes but cannot sleep
Perhaps ill watch the moon

This feeling of depression
Im sure you’ve felt it too
But when I scream I feel alone
But its something we all go through?

This feeling of depression
I lack the words to say
Has consumed my heart and left me bleeding
Perhaps to god ill pray

This feeling of depression
Will never call it quits
Perhaps its time to just throw down
And turn away my chips

This feeling of depression
I tried to tell you, why
Are you not here to hear me ever!
Not even when I die