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Not freaking joking.


I could KILL Ms. Nancy for what she did..

you know how my parents payed for a VERRRYYY expensive professional tutu for me.
Yeah..well everything turned out peachy keen until Ms. Nancy ordered the wrong damn size ((sorry k-fed and rocky)).
It would we one thing if it were too large..but NO. SHE GOT A SIZE SMALLER THAN WHAT I SAID..MAYBE 2...IDK.

And Kayla came out of the bathroom and was like "does it fit?" and I was like.."Kayla..go away."

f-ing idiots.
Last year, my she ordered my sisters without a hoop so it's floppy.
And now, she orders mine for someone that has the body coposition of a Rachel Marie Abbbb.....
But seriously, this time I know she did it wrong...and that I'm not it denial...
yeah..
but regardless of that money down the toilet..Ms. Nancy has been treating my family bad.
I hate Mrs. Dawn for pushing my mom out of the picture after all she does for Ms. Nancy...and all she pays her.
What does Mrs. Dawn do..?
I can count on 1 hand..

1-make a lousy script with grammatical errors
2-annoy me

And then Ms. Nancy gives me hell because I won't be coming to a friday classes for 3 weeks in a row..much less ANY classes.
FYI, Nancy freaking "Waterhouse" , I have no time to do anything anymore because of UIL and symposium, much less drive half an hour both ways to a dance class.
But just the way she treats me now makes me want to not go anymore...I don't want to take some crappy fake exam that proves nothing of my ability (or lack thereof) because it isn't real.
So why do we still have to pay the same amount as when it WAS real..when we didn't just get one of her old students dressed like an old person..yeah..convincing.

So..long story short..today just made dancing really un-fun.
I'm only in it for the credit, friends, solos, and the tutu..which could take a while to fit into now...
that and getting a senior show..but idk if I'll stay that long.

It just sucks because I've spent my whole life dancing...for this old freaking hag that treats my family like dirt and now I feel like throwing it away.
I've been so f-ing dedicated to this one thing and I've given up 11 years of other fun things (i.e. birthday parties, friday night things, blahhh) and not to mention a chunk of my parents pay checks...and now it doesn't seem as worth it.
It seems like she's re-clung to Kayla and Kate..even though they quit and didn't come back for a very long time just like lora.

Whatever.
I don't care.
I just don't need this stress.
my hair is already falling out and I can't sleep at night anymore..and I have three weeks worth of shiiittt lined up already and I DON'T NEED IT.


I woke up this morning..and I was really, really happy.
And now..it's like .....[********].
There..whatever..

On a much lighter note, if anyone would like to hang out this weekend let me know..my school is hosting this carnival-esque thing called OAKFEST and it's always really fun to go to.
Or maybe a movie?
idk..let me know..
won't be at dance, though..so it's eTell or pHone tell..
ohh..p.s.- PLEASE DON'T MENTION THE TUTU BEING ORDERED TOO SMALL TO ANYONE..IT'S EMBARASSING..AND ESPECIALLY NOT TO MS. NANCY BECAUSE SHE PROBABLY FEELS BAD ABOUT IT. I DON'T WANT REALLY ANYONE BUT THE TWO VERY AWESOME PEOPLE I KNOW WHO READ THIS TO KNOW..AND PRE' MUCH NO ONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thankies!
that's it.