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Now, I know that the whole Rick break up was what God wanted. Knowing that I don't think about him, except when (like Katherine said) God is telling me to pray for him, allows me to think more clearly, and it makes me happier to know that I'm not just a naive, sorry example of a person,. I'm just receiving God's message. I'm so thankful for Katherine and my youth group. They're so amazing! I love them, and adore going on Sundays and Wednesdays. Katrina and I were able to start the idea of having a Bible Study kind of thing on Wednesday mornings. I'm hoping we can figure something out, so we can be accountability partners as well. Katherine has made such an awesome impact in my life. She's just a wonderful person. I'm so happy for her that Randall and her are working out so far. That's so awesome to find that someone that matches all of your requirements and conditions. I really need to continue to trust in God and have faith that I'm just being molded for my perfect mate. I can't wait until then! Anyways, my choir concert is tomorrow night. It'll either be a good extreme, or a bad extreme. Remembering that that was the night Rick asked me out, it will most likely be difficult... but I'm really trying to stop thinking about it. Please God. Help me to get him out of my MIND!!!! I don't need that kind of emotion and thought right now. I really don't!