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Today was...interesting. I did a little too much thinking, worrying about everything, everyone. Well, mostly one person in particular, that I couldnt stop thinking about even if I tried. What if and maybe are my worst enemies. But I guess "hate" rock music isnt exactly helping me, oh well. I just dont know why he continues, like it doesnt even bother him while it eats me away. It's like he defeats me, I cant even trust myself anymore. Maybe Ill wake up before I die again.