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Life seems to be slowing down a lot lately, I dont really know what is worthwile anymore, I think I will keep searching. I think that I am more afraid of insecurity than anything else, not much of a risk taker unless it seems logical to me. I dont want to end up like my parents, trapped in the world together and feuling thier hatred for eachother with thier pathetic routine lives. *sigh* but I guess I have no reason to complain, I am only insecure of my future by my own doings. How sad.