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November 28, 2006
Last night was terrible. Kaz went off on some crazy thing, first getting mad at me again like he seems to every night now, and then going off on some completely different thing and saying horrible things. x.x I just hope he didn't mean any of it. The last part wasn't really directed at me, it didn't seem to even have to do with what he was mad at me for, but it was terrible. I didn't get to sleep until really late and I just felt horrible, like I couldn't talk to him at all. I can't believe he is still acting this way over something that happened about four days ago. So I had to go to school with after hardly sleeping. But again it was just presentations. In music I had to do mine, we have to pick a band or music artist from today and talk about it and play a song from one of their CDs. Some people had some interesting ones, while some I didn't care for too much. Several of them were bands or groups I already knew. I don't mind listening to everyone else's but I hate getting up in front of the class to do these things. Plus I feel like sometimes people judge you on your music. It took me forever to decide on a band but I decided on U2 and had a song played from Achtung Baby. I'm glad I got it over with at least. Some people still haven't had a chance to go. But at least we probably aren't going to have much if anymore work to do in that class. Same in business, just the powerpoint presentations. Which I haven't started on mine yet. There was nothing to do in my last class either and we got out early. So now the classes are easy but all the big projects and crap leftover have to be done when I get home everyday. I got online and waited for my friend to get out of class, then we walked to her car because she needed to get something. We also went to try to get this stupid paper I need for this paper that's due on Thursday. I either lost the paper I needed for it or I just didn't get one, or I got the wrong one not knowing what I would decide. It's so stupid. And now I don't know how to get another one, because the place that's supposed to have it doesn't know what it is. So I may just have to go without it. We were both thirsty and the stupid vending machine didn't work. We ended up going in the lunchroom to where the other vending machines are and buying drinks and getting online there. There was something going on in the building we usually sat in anyways. It seems like they're always having some presentation or something in there now. I think we should maybe just go to the lunch room or the library or something because they always do that. I don't ever buy lunch there anymore though, because they changed the resteraunts. They got rid of Chick-Fil-A which I liked and put some fish place in or something. There is Subway though. I usually just get something from the vending machine though. After I came home I got Kaz to at least go on towns with me. I was trying out my UFO. It's pretty cool. I don't understand why Gaia can't just leave the flying feature there, what's the point of giving us something then taking it away? Unless they have some reason, but I find it very odd. So Kaz has been a little better today. I was working on homework and he said he was going to go help one of his friends. I told him to at least answer my text messages and he said no. Which of course made me feel awful again and like I wouldn't be able to contact him or find out when he'd be back or anything. I texted him anyway hoping he'd answer but never got an answer and figured he was still being mean to me. I finally called him a little bit ago and surprisingly he actually answered the phone. And told me that he'd texted me back too. @.@ Which means for the second time I haven't received his text messages on AIM. I wonder if texting him from my phone would work. This upsets me because here I was thinking he was still being terrible to me and he'd actually answered. Of course it would have helped if he hadn't said he wouldn't answer them before he left. But I'm glad to know that he was answering them and that he answered the phone too. His friend never answers his IMs from me. A few minutes later he called me back to say he was staying because his friend has a Wii. Figures. Anything to keep him gone but I know how crazy he is about the Wii. So I'll call him or send him a text from my phone in a little bit I guess since he has no idea when he's coming back. I'm just glad he actually answered the phone and called me back to tell me what was going on. Maybe things are going back to normal.
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