November 27, 2006
Well I don't think Kaz is quite as mad at me today but things are still bad. I thought the only thing he cared about more than me was video games. I was wrong. Apparently food is now more important too. All he can think about is that place to eat he didn't get to go to when he went home and how it's all my fault that he didn't get to go. It's just been awful. I feel bad for him though after reading his journal. I know he's feeling terrible. But he's making me feel terrible. And I feel like it doesn't matter to him that I love him. Like that doesn't make him feel any better or do anything for him at all. And I failed that stupid test today too. I knew I was going to. i can't ever get higher than a 73% on any of the math tests in this class. So now I have to take that awful thing again. And I already lost a whole week to studying for it.
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