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to all ******** them to hell.
to all i kill
to all be afriad
cuz tonight might be yoru last day.

i'm the one that kills.
i'm the one you should fear.
i'm the one that can destroy your life. while you cry in tears.

i've been diseaved by all.
i've been hurt more. than you
i have never felt pain
not this way.

i dkotn' care anymore
what's the point.
if all it leads me... to pain...

i hate everyone
i hate everything...
than again its always been the same/

all alone in the dark.
calling my name taunting me all inside.

betrayed by all.
shoved by all.
so does it even matter.
if i die..

lieing there motion less.
not oving not saing anything.
just tryen to be a fake.

so no one gets hurt cuz of me.
all this things are part of my fault
dont' you see.
i'm not diing but i wish i could cuz i had felt so low since it happen to me

what else acn i do in my life.

i triggered it
now i'm siiting it free.
now don't you see it's goin to kill me.

i'm not afarid
nor afraid at all
i'll take him on all by myself.

dotn' if i die
as long as i funally could cry.........................

nothings same as it used to be.
i'm losing evrythng that ment to me.
i'm so dark inside.

i got to let it go cuz i dotn' want... to ... die.......