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trust no one for all you care will deseave you.
i have concer all. i beat and i am the best at evrything. but some way or some how.
some one beats me. i desirve no one. ye i desirve so much. i desirve to get off thsi planet. i dotn' know why i'm on the stupid planet. i'm not from this world. i should be home flying.with my wings. but no. i had to come here. i had to be punished. cuz one dam angel beat me. i tell peole about who i am. but yet again i'm beaten... no one belives the thigns i say. i could kill all but yet i can't. i kill and i kill all...

it's amazing that the powers i got has cuased so much pain. yet i feel nothing.i been put donw. by all. i been mis judged. i just had to fake it all. i can't let anyone know who i really am.i'm scared if i do then they willl just .... put me out like they did before...13 years 13 dam years on this planet. worst days of y life since i was born. docters had to look at me sayign i was a beatiful baby but i killed them... all who had touched me. people dont' understand me. no one does... my parents think i'ma normal child . everyone expects that i can do everything. be the best. i od what i can... but yet nothign to good. i mean look at me. i look like a dam fool. trying to make peopel elive that i'm not human ...
but no one cares or than belives.
and those who think they do no they got a normal life unlike me. blood everywhere when i wake up walkend allone. and tryign so hard to scream but nothing comes out.