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Well, I have this idea for a poem, but I don't know how to put it into words. The girl in the poem feels lost, and I want the reader to want to help her, but I can't seem to express my emotions on the paper. Even after 6 hours I couldn't do it. Well, with fame comes hard work I suppose. It gets so frustrating though! stressed
Today dragged on as usual, chorus, spanish, english, math, lunch, social studies, and science. I think Science, English, and Chorus are my favourite classes. I love to write, and sing, and Science always flies by. My teacher makes it really interesting. I can't wait, another few years, and I can take creative writing as a class. As I said the other day, I'm writing a novel now. It's a fantasy novel, and that's all I'm saying. I'm currently playing Final Fantasy X-2. I'm actually lucky I even got on the Playstation 2. My brother never gets off of it. Lucky I get home from school before he does. xp

I got in a fight with my best friend the other day. Kind of stupid really. I thought it seemed like she was better friends with my other best friend than she is with me. I guess it was my entire fault, I think I’m depressed. My sister said I probably am, from dying relatives, pets, friends moving, etc. She was depressed, she isn’t anymore I guess, not after she went to therapy. I would have liked to go with her, why didn’t she even tell me that’s where she was going? I guess 5 years is a lot in sister-years. We don’t really get along that well, thankfully, she’s moving out next year, maybe not thankfully. I’m still not sure…

Sometimes, I really doubt whether I'll make it anywhere in life. It seems my sister has all the talent, she can do anything. That's what my parents seem to think. The only thing I'm even proficient in, is writing, and even in that I'm not that good. I don't know if I'll ever find my talent, but I definitely have some searching to do.