Nothing like an angry stepdad to make your evening, eh? Didn't even get a "hello" before he came in and started yelling...
Honestly, there are times where mum and RJ make me feel absolutely and totally worthless. To the point where I wonder just how many problems of theirs would be solved if I suddenly ceased to exist, even. Heh.. Doesn't every kid want to feel like that? Especially when it comes from your own parents, right?
But they do. I don't know what's with it, but it seems like I can't do anything right enough for them... Even if I do one thing that they ask me to, there's still several other things I didn't notice that I could have done in addition. Didn't unload the dishes because mum told Rae and I both to do them, and Rae wasn't (still isn't) home. I thought it would be kinda unfair for me to do it all, and even if I just unloaded and left her to reload, I'd still end up doing more than half the work... I'd expect anyone to do the same to me. Besides, I like unloading dishes with someone else. Hell, I like doing all chores with other people working with me. Though, that's not good enough, is it? No, it's not... And the garbage cans... I hadn't even realized they were on the curb. I admit I glanced at them when walking home (when I was still at the end of the cresent), and I thought about taking them in, but it completely slipped my mind by the time I got to the door. That's not good, no... I'll have to work on my memory, then. And everything has to be done by the time mum and RJ get home, otherwise they get upset...
If I can't do anything perfectly, I'm worthless... right? Because if I can do everything a person wants me to do perfectly, than they're happy. And if they're happy, I'm happy. That's how it goes...
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