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So.. after spending a little over two days at one of my friends' house, I've come to see how much I hate my body, and how jealous I am of how thin they are. And yet, I don't want to try and lose weight because I'm too afraid that people might start calling me annorexic and all that fun stuff. My class is merciless with that; all you ever hear is someone making fun of someone else. It's endless. "Emo," "gay," "f**".. "Homosexual," even. It's pathetic, and it's annoying. If you try to tell them to stop, they direct their attention towards you. More than once have I seen my opinionated friend reduced to the point of tears because of their asinine name-calling. Jackasses. But, of course, I'm too timid and quiet to stand up for her, as well as pretty much everyone else. I'll be happy when highschool comes around, since half of the people will be gone to different schools.

In all honesty, the two day break from Gaia has made me feel a little better, too. I don't have to worry about where I need to post, or if I stop posting, would the whole thing die? I think I need a break, though. Just for a little while, if not forever. Of course I'll miss the friends I've made terribly-- hell, that's what kept me from leaving for so long. Hm.. Who knows? Maybe I'll just be on hiatus until my stepmom wipes out her old laptop and gives it to me.