I think I'm getting worse. Before I never could have serioulsy thought about cutting myself or doing anything that involved pain. Last night I cut myself and made welts all over my legs. It didn't even occur to me at the time that what I was doing was wrong or that it hurt even. Now I feel sort of bad about it, but only because it would hurt my friends and family if they knew about it. I don't know whether or not to tell my therapist about it. I don't want to get sent away somewhere.
Maybe I'm just too broke to fix.
I'm starting to think I'll never get better.
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Or at least, that's my thoughts.
I'm very sorry to hear that. If you need to talk, I am but a pm away. And I understand the way you feel probably more then you'd expect me to.