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Okay to anyone who is keeping track of my little melodrama; Everything in my life almost seems like it's all the same as before. I feel a little happier because I'm with Myckel, but nothing else has changed. I hate it because my family either ignores the entire situation or laughs and makes fun of me for it. I want to see that they give a damn. I mean I'd like to know if what I do really affects them or not. I don't know maybe I'm being a stupid little kid, but it just seems like maybe things would be a little different.

I don't think the medicine is working for me at all. I still get weird mood swings and feel terrible for no reason at all. I even get times when I don't want anyone anywhere near me. I don't even want anyone in the same house as me at times like these. Unfortunately they usually come over me at school.

I'm starting to think I'll never get better.