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Well, I, I'm not quite sure what to write tonight. I haven't been my usual smiling self of late and it worries me a bit. I'm afraid that my mood is hurting mine and Phillip's realationship, but I hope to perk up soon and feel better, so I can be happy for my husband. My stomach really hurts at the moment and I'm very tired. I didn't sleep well last night. I kept tossing and turning. I really shouldn't complain like this though, there are people 10x worse off than me. It's selfish to whine like this. I know things will work out in the way they are meant to. So, I think I'll just go with the flow of things and work to please and make happy the people who matter to me and myself. Life will always go on. heart Chi Archtype · Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 02:36am · 18 Comments


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	Gee...reads post now that is so touching...but if other are going to complain i think that you have the right to.. and dont let your relationship with phil get to your head. i think you almost lost your place now. well gotta go. ninja Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 10:37pm


	Do you have any idea about what you're saying before you open your mouth and say it? The only one who ever has the right to tell me I'm losing MY place in MY realationship with Phillip, is Phillip. And guess what, You're not Phillip. I know he cares for me and would never abandon me or hurt me on purpose. No one can take my place in his heart and no one can take his place in mine. We have our fights and our rough moments, but, no matter what happens, we are still husband and wife, and he still loves me and I still love him. At the end of the day, we have eachother, no matter what goes on between us, we can always talk to eachother and be there to support one another. We take care of eachother when the other has had a bad day, we tend to eachother, we try out best to keep our realationship healthy and eachother happy. You may say I'm losing my place, but, I beleive in what we have and I beleive in him. Offline Archtype · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 02:56am


	crying Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 03:22am


	Stop talking about him like he's an object or a prize to be won. He's a man who has feelings. You know, allthough we may only be friends and I may only be his gaian wife, that's enough for me. As long as he's happy I'm happy. Offline Archtype · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 03:38am


	Graciela, I'm going to say one thing and then leave it be: When Phil and Chi had their Gaian wedding, you and Phil had an agreement that what happened on Gaia stayed on Gaia. Neither one of you was going to discuss with the other one what happened. YOU were the one who decided that the rules changed, and demanded to know what was going on. This was already in place when you changed the rules on Phil. Therefore, you have NO RIGHT to be angry about something that was in place during something that YOU agreed to! By doing so, you're only making yourself look needy, pitiful, and like a bit of an a. So, just give it a rest. It's an ONLINE marriage. What you have with Phil is real, as you've made it a point to mention so many times! And I swear, if my phone rings after you read this, I will track your address down using your number and have you brought up on harrassment charges. Offline KylahD** · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 03:57am


	eek Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:03am


	Don't talk to April like that, she didn't do anything mean. Offline Archtype · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:12am


	yeah right she didnt. "I like today, the wind is blowing. No use in hiding so I am showing. Don't whisper to me. Stop singing songs. I'm glad your gone so I can move on " this was written by my lovely friend. i dedicate this hateful comment for her Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:14am


	Ummmmm.... What did I lose that I had??? O.o looks around Yep, still have hubby... Still have home... Still have family... Still have friends. Nope, haven't lost anything! is very confused Offline KylahD · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:17am


	good stay that way cuz apparently ur too blind to see it. Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:20am


	Stop being hateful Graceila. Offline Archtype · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:21am


	give a reason chi Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:26am


	because, you're just proving how much of a moron you are. I'm off for tonight, have fun wallowing in your own misery. Offline Archtype · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:27am


	I seriously have no idea what you're talking about. There's nothing you can do to me or take away from me, so I'm really confused. I wasn't trying to be hateful, Graciela. I was simply pointing out to you the illogical nature of your arguements. yawn I'm going to bed. Offline KylahD · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:29am


	whateer. i didnt say i took it away from you either so stop putting words in my mouth. and im not listening to u after what u said. Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 04:39am


	leave mee alone and leave me alone now. stop now! stressed Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 05:29am


	I'm going to say one more thing, then I'm going to let it all drop: Graciela, I do owe you an apology. I didn't mean to come across as harshly as I did. That was wrong of me, and I apologize. I'm not a "Chi Follower" or whatever. I'm not on either side in this, to tell you the truth. I'm on Phil's side, and I really hate seeing what all of this does to him. He's my lil' brother, I love him, and I hate to see him under all this stress. So, I'm going to be a good sister and stay out of this from now on. I won't feed the problem anymore and cause even more stress for Phil. Chi, you and I are cool. You've done nothing wrong, and our friendship is still intact. My apologizing to Graciela has nothing to do with you. It has to do with me realizing that I was in the wrong for speaking to her the way I did, and trying to make it right. And, so, I slide back over to my own journal to blather on about... stuff. Offline KylahD · Community Member · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 07:28am


	ok chi you've had ur fun. you almost got rid of me too. gee to bad you had to go and ruin my life somemore huh? oh well. Offline Worthless Wish · Community Member · Sun Jan 23, 2005 @ 01:40am

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