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I was looking back at old journal entries in some of my friend's journals and my own. It's kind of like looking back and seeing how we've all grown up. Well, most of us.

I'm tired today, didn't sleep well last night, kept tossing around until I made myself be still to sleep. Sometimes things seem really warped, and you wonder, did I really do that? It's just, looking back on those entries reminded me of things going on now, and you kind of wonder, have I really grown? And, you know you have, but, you can nearly quote something you said yesterday to a journal entry a year ago. It's odd.

sweatdrop I'm kind of confused today, whether it be from lack of sleep or stress, not too sure. But, things will be better soon, hopefully, lol.

I'm kind of diassapointed today aswell. I mean, you know people, you care for people, and they say they care for you. Well, do they? Do they mean it? Or is it more of a "I care until I'm done" type thing. Kind of like, "You've outlived your usefulness, so, go on to bed now little girl." I guess I'm really just upset, ding ding, root of problem! lol. I'm upset, hence my lack of sleep, confusion, and being dissapointed. Eh, stuff happens.


By the way, the song, "Dirty Little Secret", by All American Rejects is awesome. The music video is very good. They have kids with little rectangles of paper, colored and such, with their "dirty little secret" on them. It does get kinda deep, some are really sad, some are funny.

Lyrics for all of you who read through this entry that made absolutley no sense. 3nodding

Dirty Little Secret
by the All American Rejects

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret

Who has to know?

When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret

Who has to know?

The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I tried to but it's eating me apart
Trace this nightmare

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret
My dirty little secret
My dirty little secret

Who has to know?
Who has to know?



Sidenote: The song has nothing to do with this entry, I just like it and it was on tyhe radio, so, thought i'd share. whee