Ever feel lonely? Of course, everyone does from time to time. But when do you feel that way? I was thinking about that recently and figured out why I've been feeling that way lately. When I call my friends, they never answer. They never call back either, which makes me sad. When I do manage to get a hold of them, they say "Why don't you leave messages? I'll know you called that way". That doesn't make much sense to me since Caller ID is on every phone made now
But anyway, so I tried doing that for awhile, or leaving a message to a parent if they happened to pick up. No one ever calls me even when I do that.
I did manage to call and be able to talk to one of my friends...for about 2 seconds. She said "I'm with my boyfriend, I'll call you tonight". She doesn't, I ended up calling and her dad said she wasn't coming home until 11 pm (which I'm not supposed to get calls that late since I have sleeping problems and have to try to sleep). Now I know that whenever I call her, she's not at home. And I know better than to call her on her cell phone because she'll either be working or she's doing God only knows what with her boyfriend and I don't want to interrupt their time (I've done it before, and I'm not calling her again when she's with him)
Now it's making me sad because the friend above (who's out all the time) spends almost every day with her now fiance and never wants to come see me or talk to me (so it seems since she never picks up her phone or always says "Brian and I are *insert topic here*" wink .
And my other friend is always at school or out with another friend of hers, even though she emails me and says she wants to see me and stuff like that. What am I supposed to do? I've been stuck in my place for weeks on end (except for school and family time) and I realized I hadn't seen either of them for almost 2 months, much less talked to them.
What now? As much as I love talking to everyone on Gaia, it's not the same because I don't get to hear a person's voice or hear a tone in their voice indicating how they feel, seeing expressions on faces, things like that.
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I feel the same way usually,
That happens to me so much that most of my friends and I don't speek very often in or out of school now, I don't think of it as my fault or really mind anymore. I blame them, if they really want to be my friend or do something they can come to me. I'm kind of sick being the one to suggest going out or something
Especailly since my parents are kind of you know =(
But you know what even if you can't hear me you know I'll always talk to you when I'm around
And I'd call you if I could but that's long distance and I'd hate to cost you alot of money and my parents sweatdrop although my moms Cell has Free long distance because of her work.
But On a good note I talked to my mom about taking a road trip after I get my licence sometime
She said she'd think about it, then she said I'd have to take a friend with me so yay <3 if we're still close in a few years I'll come see you! <3 :.