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My life is centered around the art of gothism Most of my gothic beliefs have to do with my extreme hate towards god. As you read in an earlier journal entry I was teased to a point where I couldn't take it any longer. I snapped a few times and cursed out a few kids and threatened to kill one of them. I look back on that now and don't think much of it. For that matter I still want to kill that b*h who broke me like a twig. I blame god. I prayed so many times, yet he didn't come through for me. I am goth to show I won't respect him and whatever he does I shall not elt him enter into my heart and make me one of his god damn followers. I mean I ain't gonna be his **** slave. I asked for help not him to do it for me. I ask please let kids stop teasing me and let me be normal and fit in. It hurt that I was a christian and that he wasn't there for me. In turn I say [****** you god. I focus alot of my beliefs toward disliking and disobeying god. I appreciate your time to more fully understand what I am. Sincerely, Hitokiri_Battosai975

Posted by: Hitokiri_Battosai975 Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 06:16am

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Commented on: Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 05:48pm


	Well I don't care for god much either! He can go ****** himself in a corner for all I care! But guess what eek** I'm fat too! OOOOOOO! Big deal, if you want friends make them! I can't say that you don't try cause I don't know you, but the problem with most fat people is that they have no self confidence, and therefor shy away from talking to anyone, or they are very selective of who they talk to, for fear of being teased more! Being fat sucks because it has its limits, but I don't let that stop me! For instance a year ago I wanted to learn how to skateboard, so I bought a board and taught myself and I must say I am pretty damn good at it now! Hell when I am with my friends and we are downtown if I get stopped at a red light we all climb on top of my car and strip just for the hell of it, and people love me for it, I am respected as the coolest fat guy where I live. Whenever someone is teaseing me I'll either sit in front of them and laugh at what they are saying, or go all out and make them look like jackasses, which really isin't as hard as you think it is, especially after you have gotten the hang of it! And I swear on my own life, it doesen't matter what you look like, you can start up a random conversation with anyone and make them your friend, but you must have the confidence to do so!

Commented on: Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 07:59pm


	I am doing the same thing you are in the comment you left me. I am quite skinny now and I ahve a good time. I know how to make people look like retards and I have fun doing things like pissing in my enighbors pool when they tick me off. I do alot of the things you do pudding master, but just not in the same way.

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Commented on: Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 09:27pm


	I LOVE YOU HITOKIRI~! Where have you been all my life?! I hate that my parents make me go to church~! I mean I don't care if they believe in God but that's their prob, NOT MINE! lolz only I dislike god for other reasons....

Commented on: Fri Oct 20, 2006 @ 04:06am


	I remember when I used to pray to him for help after a bit I said screw it. I can do it on my own help or not. I grew up fat. bad. End.

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Commented on: Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 03:58am


	i know your pain hitokiri im on prescribed steriods i used to be 95 pounds but ever since the damned doctors put me on sterioods i went up to 175 pounds it ******** sucks and i get made fun of soo much but the i have my really good friends like love=pain and they love me like i love them so its pretty cool

Commented on: Fri Dec 15, 2006 @ 02:10am


	Pudding_Master Hiokiri does pretty much whatever he wants whenever he wants just ask the door at our school... that was funny. Anyway He is [******** AWESOME. But are school is full of preppy jackasses that think there better then anyone that doesnt dress exactly like them like buying stufffrom Hollister or American Eagle. But whatever dot say hitokiri doesnt do stupid things or tell people off.OH YEAH HITOKIRI THERE IS NO GOD

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