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my heart is full,
my hands are empty,
why do i think that my dreams are so tempting?
the grass so green,
the sky bright blue,
i lay upon the green looking at the sky with you.
my lips so dry,
my eyes so wet,
our dreams are fading are we starting to forget?
my face is flooded with tears of anger,
why does it feel anymore that im talking to a stranger?
our heart as one is starting to break,
why are we putting everything a stake?
we cried so little,
we loved so much,
i am scared that im no longer giving you that sweet touch.
is our trust really gone?
are we begging to fade?
is our happy dream world hidden within the shade?
will we ever stop?
will we ever learn?
or are we going to half to live the rest of our days with concern?
my pillows warm and i hold it so tight,
but i still cant sleep unless i know your alright.
i worry too much about if we are gone,
worried i was forgotten and you have moved on.
a part of me knows you love me just right,
but the other part of me worries and keeps me up all night.
i know that you love me,
i never will doubt,
but then i do something stupid like scream and shout.
im sorry i say so many times,
but it feels as though i losing the meaning in the words i say,
wat it all comes down to is will you leave me or will you stay.
i think we'd do better on our own,
no fight no worry no tear,
but i all i really want is to be with you right here.