January 14, 2005
Kaz really hates me. He gets pissed if I make other people upset, but he doesn't care about how anyone makes me feel. All he cares about is his stupid guild. This stupid guy in his guild always talks crap about me, and everyone in the guild decides to be his friend. So I was supposed to do something with this other guy, who became his friend. So I didn't want to have this guy have any part of what I do, and everyone got pissed at me. And I talked to my friend today about how I feel, but he doesn't give a crap. Like everyone else. I'm so sick of them all, they can all go to hell. I told Kaz I would be nice to everyone, so I'm going to be, but I'm not going to be their friend. Kaz even tried to get me banned from another guild me and him and the guy I pissed off are in, but it didn't work. They won't ban me, because the arguement had nothing to do with that guild even. I noticed since the incident Kaz hasn't even posted in that guild. My life is just such a mess. All I want is for Kaz to like me, but nothing I do helps, he just gets mad at me all the time, so when I finally snap from it all he uses that as an excuse for why he doesn't like me, when the entire time before that, before I did anything, all he does is insult me everyday.
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