January 13, 2005
Jennifer called me again this morning. She calls me a lot. I guess she has like nothing better to do. She really wants me to come over, but I dunno when I can. She wants me to spend the night with her, but I don't like spending the night, I've never even been to her house so it's like yeah. Plus she doesn't have Internet, and I need to talk to Kaz, and update my journal. Yeah, I'm pathetic, I know. She says she is going to New Jersey with her boyfriend in March. I still want to go, but I don't know if I should. It'd be so wierd. I'm scared to and stuff. But I want to see Kaz so much. She called this guy, Shawn. I haven't seen or talked to him since tenth grade, I think. He sounded so different now. It was wierd. There's this guy I've been friends with online for years. I mean years. Like five years, at least. I've known him as long as I've known Kaz, since they're friends too. He's really nice and stuff, but he's doing the same crap Kaz is, being buddies with this guy I really really hate. I dunno what to do about it. I want to confront him about it, but I don't want to be mean or anything. But I'm so sick of this. And I meant to confront him about it a few days ago. I mean, he's got a guild and he put this guy as a crew member in his guild even! And me and Kaz aren't crew, and we've been friends with him forever and he barely knows this guy. See this guy makes all these ugly graphics and sells them to people for gold, and I guess for friendship too. Real lame. So yeah, I have a feeling it's either gonna be me, or him. I'll let my "friend" decide...
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