oh gods I dont even know anymore. Alot of my life seems to have been a blur, people come and promise to stay, they fade, people come back into my life and I no longer associate with them. It makes me feel strange, out of place, maybe I shouldnt be here anymore. I still hurt, my heart continually aches as though theres some unseen phantasmal being with his hand in my chest and hes squeezing. Im making money but it doesnt matter, alcohol gets drank, items loose their interest, and clothes just become things to keep my warm, no longer an exciting fashion statement, Hell Im just waiting for food to start to become ash in my mouth. I wish someone would come along and pick me up and carry me away....
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