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I hate this. I hate this so much!

Oh yes we will celibrate my brithday but not in the way I imagnined it well
to ******** bad I'm not going to. I do want it the way I want it or close to it but I won't other wise.

All I want is to spend more then just a day with my Boyfriend.
We don't get to see each other much
and I mean I want to celebrate it with all my friends
it's bad enough my christmas plans are destroyed because of my stupid step dad and the stupid ******** government.

I just want to spend more time with him. I mean yes being able to be together for one day is good but I mean it's torturouse. It's not long enough to do things and spend as much time togther. To be alone and all.

So there is no point. and I can't be with him even once a month I mean seriously we be lucky to see one another twice more before summer, maybe even once more.

I hate this I ******** hate this.


Think what you may of me that i am spoiled, selfish both or anything cause I don't give a ********. I just want o ******** -grumbles- rrggh this pisses me off so much.