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I was upset before then was calmer and stuff after a ahlf hour.
Mainly. I lied tonight cause i felt weird on my feelings but there was nothing that he could do. And I mean i was warned that i wouldn't get to talk to him as much but just circumstances and just things from the summer. I have every right to feel how i feel i just wish it didn't feel so selfish and stupid like.
I miss him terribly as i know he misses me terribly to.

I want to see him. And was really upset and dissapointed that I couldn't this weekend. When i say really upset and dissapointed yeah there was tears but that was my own fault i got to excited and just let my self fall hundreds of stories off a building and that isn't good. I just want to see him some time soon but I don't know when and I did ask fro the weekend that's coming up but he doesn't even know. And I have the feeling I won't get to see him next to maybe til January or basicly next summer. I hope I am wrong but you just never know.