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Hey you guys.
^-^
I have been feeling pretty good these days....
Well.....kinda.
but anyways...
yeah.
My so called "friend" was trying to talk to me.
......But......
I didn't even responced back to him.
So i dont know what he wants to tell me.
But,
Im sure as hell....
that im not going to talk to his a** anymore.
^^
because, I have a lot to deal with right now.
^_^
Like i said.
Im still in the process of healing.
But.
I haven't been feeling cold these days anymore.
I guess I really am healing quickly.
^_^
Im a fast healer....what can I say?
heh.
but,
there is still a problem.
I cannot say this...
But its very hard for me to think this....
I feel like there is a secret that someone needs to tell me...
But Im not sure if am right.
Can i be right that they can be keeping a secret from me?
well.
Im not sure...
But i will not ask.
anywhos....
Yeah.
My heart still aches at the tiny little pain in my heart.
My heart is a bit broken at the moment...
**sighs**
Im sure that I will heal sooner.
Im sure....
that i will heal sooner than others in life....
Jeez.....
My friend....
she burned her forehead....
I do not know what to do at this point.
I feel like asking her...
she showed it to me....
I got kinda worried for the poor human...
I wanted to ask her....
"whats wrong & why did you do that?"
but
I didn't feel like asking her moments that might upset her.
So Im in the "worried stage" right now.
A lot of thinking has been going in my mind.
This may be selfish.....
But....
My desire is to find my "true" happiness in life.
I want to live in peace & with the one's i love.
So far....
It may come true.
But....
Can it be very possible that im going to be happy forever?
In my whole life?
Im thinking.
Do i really deserve this kind of happiness?
well.....you guys can tell me if i should...
heart Mar-Mar Ryusaki.
 Mar Mar Ryusaki · Thu Oct 05, 2006 @ 02:43am · 0 Comments |
