I feel soo cold. I finally did it. I sent him the e-mail. I had a dream that said for me to wait, but I can't wait for this anymore, I hate crying all the ******** time. No one will be able to read this because it's a private journal and only my friends can see it. But I'm posting this anyways because...::Huff:: I want to remember.
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"Maybe you already know."
I know per fact you read my mail on Gaia it's not in my outbox anymore.
Personally, I think you're trying to ignore me for some reason. Maybe you're too chicken to tell me something, Anthony, but I know May's ignoring me too. I sent him an IM and he signed off ten minutes later without responding. I'm tired of freaking out, and I'm honestly tired of caring soo much, I think I'm depending on this alot more than I should. Hell, it's a long distance relationship, when you asked me monthes ago what I thought about them when your brothersaid he had
some school survey or whatever...I told you I didn't think they ever
worked out. This isen't working for me: I'm sorry I couldn't keep that damn promise'cause I know I probably sound like a b***h right now. I just feel really...really stupid.
E-mail me, call me, or ignore me,
-Megan
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