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I realise now, that if i am to succeed in my lifetime, i may have to give up the people i care for the most. My dream, is to become a concept artist for a well known gaming company. A far off dream i know, but well within my grasps. My brother leaves to go back to Japan in i think a little under 12 hours. I am going to miss him lots, but at the same time i must now work to attain my dreams. With his help, i may be able to finally realise what i've longed for, for so long. I'm scared though, I want to follow my brother, I want to move to Japan with him, i find the people here so...so..horrid. NOt all people i mean, just some. I go to what you'd call a ghetto school...and that's just asking for trouble. I've been threatened numerous times. I'm almost done, so...i'll soon be able to put all this crap and whatnot, i've had to endure in the past and get on with my life, with the people who mean the most to me. Again i remind you, that i may have to give this all up by moving to Japan, so i must weigh my options carefully and make a damn good decision, when the time comes. For now though i have to work my a** off and get everything in order before everything else. I hope when the time comes all my friends will support my decision and stand by me, i don't want to leave Canada thinking that I'll have no one to return to. Anyway it's late and i should get some sleep...good chance i won't but hey. I might as well try. See'ya!