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hey guys! haha. 3:26am.... 12/31/04 .... nothing to do. the phone lines won't work in our house, so mom called comcast to come later today to look at teh lines.

in other news, i'm getting new internet. "http://www.joiinternet.com" ~supposedly it's 10x faster than regular dial up....haha. but, it's cheaper than aol, just saving few $'s.... and i might get 3way/texting on my cell. puwahhaa...

just watching read or die movie thing ...... uh.... it's showing as america some place to fuking command like little army soldiers to the world..... =.= my gosh...like we're the policemen of the world, as said from other mouths a million times before. it's fairly interesting...like science cloning and crap. trying to kil the world, a lil romance near the end, friendship....and smart minds..

the LOL....president has an accent...like he's western or cowboy or something. lolz...i was like....who could that be...clinton or bush...hahaha. maybe clinton, snce i bet it was made few years ago in Japan. IT'S SO KOOL,...LOL. i haven't seen a good anime in a long time. X3

uh....i wish i had actual xmas presents to enjoy. sure, few clothes, great...
sure, money, wow, i get to have a future and shove some in teh bank....

OH LOOKIE! the white house blew up....hahahahaha.
president's in hiding. blah blah blah...uh...
special powers cuz of cloning and some other powers. lolz.
oh oh..and they keep saying "YOU b***h" to the girls that keep winning. lolz

"do clones have souls?" ~ "what about abortions"

LOL.....love this movie. gets all soft near the end u.u


but it's good over all ^~^

X3 la la lal a....
"Ms. Deep" ~ "i don't like my codename, sounds like a pornstar"....hahahaha....

i love teh anime.
cheryl/jan jan came over today n.n
i had to sneak her in and prevent my mom from knowing cuz i called her today, she forbid it unless she remain downstairs. i bribed lil bro to deny tat cheryl was here. anyway..hahaha...i'm evil >:]
uh....so yeah, we all had fun i guess, but school's around the corner ...*sigh* lolz. i'm too lazy to study for japanese. >.< and i need to get teh study guide for japanese.

it's funni, if you were to go out with a friend, it's different kinda. cuz, you already know them. but it can be fun to. XP
i wouldn't know... haha. just some thoughts. tryingi to be non-serious cuz i'm bored..... bleh. the mcfee virus scan found nothing, so my computer's a, ok! :3 but but, it's retartedly slow. lolz.

it would be fun to live with a bunch of friends when i get older. XP or with teh family.

"if you use the bookmark in a romance novel, your true love will come true."

"would you choose true love over a story or choose to pick it in a story"
~i would attempt to choose true love. haha.
"being in love is better than reading about it, you're always the main character of the story"
hehe. XP

your whole life is a book, ready to be read. each life is a book~each one different and unique...

well, is your life a good book? does it make others want to read it from cover to cover? hwat makes it stand out? the cover, or the summary in the back? is the book in good condition, new, old, where has it been?

blah blah. Lolz. i want to be a good book. XP

T.T i wana go on the internet. that shows how vulnerable i am to uh...iono. haha. i just wish to enjoy life and die happy. but with good times, there needs to be bad times, and i think it's the time for bad times, just trying to get by as a teenager and navigating ur way through life, not knowing what to do. XO that's me. lolz.

but it feels like i'm drunk....haha. cuz i be a good catholic boy >,> sorta. XP i cuss, but don't drink or smoke like normal people. haha. never touched beer or wine or blah. cigarette bad for asthma, and i even try to avoid 2nd hand smoke by covering mouth/nose. >.<

it would be nice to have a hobby, instead of sitting in the sidelines wishing and dreaming. but, it seems that the people are born with the desire. sure, i have somewhat of a desire, but i don't wnat to work for it thinking that it's not for me. i wish i cold find something new, that i'd never think of. one day, it'll happen, but i feel like i'm left behind. just watching everyone grow ahead of me.

i wish....heh.

people are supposedly finding relationships and having sad lives. haha. all i need is friends and family for now...something more i can wait and be sad for until it comes around...in the future.

there's different times.
"past"
"present"
"future

before it was thought of

"now"
"later"

the past to future was thought of the best way..but the now and later is better....

the past is done with,you can't do anything to change it.
the future will take care of itself...
it matters what you do in the present....what you do now to allow the future to take care of itself...

so now ~present
and
later ~future [i think]

XP i learned that from history teacher. haha. cuz of course, one of the people to give lectures about what you should do now to determine your future....

i changed channel....i watched movie earlier....nice happy ending, don't wana watch that ending anymore..just watched beginning to get a piece of mind.

u.u nothing much to do. lolz.
you know what? celebrities.....getting kind of sick of them. yes, know what?! they're rich because of US....US....the people that buy their products and watch their movies...yes, by getting that crap, we can be like them! =D! NO!! lolz..theyr'e them because of us...if we boycott their crap [which i highly doubt], they'll turn into the crap they were before us. lolz.

"middle class america" ~where's the upper class? the celebrities and big wig corperates? XP
sometimes....i just wish we were back to primitive times. sure, we could do that. but, we're so attached to our things and lil electronic toys. what's the need for them? well, if you notice. all we do for fun in life is just running around in cars, great sports, movies, electronic stuff. blah blah. primitive days, we had well, family values, family responcibility, everyone was equal. not even any race scrap cuz we were busy trying to live with our familys with others.

blah blah blah...just my blabbering...
Jonny Depp bought fuking island for 3.4mill

$100 for a fuking gourmet burger...
fuking crystalized cell phones for lindsey lohan and that chick that says "that's hot" all the time [forgot her name]...

uh.....
$4000 hair extentions..
what bout the people of teh world? XP lol [watching fab40 on vh1]...hahaha....
just like to be hypocryte n.n
la lal la lal la lal...
the hair extentions were taking from virgins... the indian ceremony of their wedding, cut off their hair, shipped to hollywood..hahahah...for extentions blah blah. XP
and all this time....i thought they just grew their hair.....haha... lolz...

~4:20am, me just watch and TRY to fall asleep. n.n

~8:18am
i didn't really fall asleep....ok....at all, i think....nope.... u.u
lolz...how can i live without sleep after a 24hr period? i ....rest. lol...and keep self awake, even though nothing is preventing me from falling back asleep except dalight...nice sunshine coming out of the blinds...

just 'chillin'....nothing much on the mind...
i already ate, so i can't' exercise or jog or anything...i have to be a blob.......but i don't have any games to be a blob...lol. i'll attempt to study by saturday...i better...i have two tests to take.....meh.. japanese & history...

haven't talked much wif people for the past weak, not really on aim....
just relaxing...spring break in uh....3 months...hahaha.
....finals in one month...

blah blah blah....they're trying to broaden my horizons with information, but i think i know where i want to go, just don't have any way to get there...so i have to wait for that way...
i'm debating over storing old memory crap in boxes and yeah, cuz it's cluttering up my room. i don't need a lot of furnature. it's not going to be the same, but i have no where to do my homework. i'm the type of person that has to work in complete silence, no music~to concentrate. because, i'm a spoiled monkey and i expect to have music around the corner or to just use the internet any time i want at home.

ooh...golden sunlight peers through the blinds....even though they're closed. lol. white blinds...why would you want white blinds?! i mean.....bleh.just to shield snoopy neighbors. XO

but i always bother them with my music anyway >:] ....each time i look out the window, their garage is usually open. then when i go to my stereo...and turn it on for a while..i look out the window again and their garage is close =o hahah. they hate me that much. probably why people have been moving in and out all around us. both neighbors next to us, across the street....and few houses next to them....hahahaha. i hope it's not because of me, it's a nice secure neighborhood/street filled with good kids that hang wif each other. XP i was once like that, still wana be, nope. "ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccconservative" mom won't let anyone come over like normally everyday like i used to when i was younger... [i forgot the word, and had to bust my brain think bout it for a while....

what happened to:
j-kwon
j-Lo
johnathan taylor thomas
hanson [yeah...they made new album long ago....saw them on mtV cribs]

blah blah blah....