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Love is such a strange thing. You can't define it in words, yet you know when you are in love. There is a feeling somewhere inside you that says "He's/She's the one." When the two of you are together, you never want the moment to end. You wish that time would stop so you could be together longer. The happyness you feel is almost overwhelming. When they ask you to a school dance, you want to hug them and never let go. When you are sick, they visit you in the hospital, flowers in hand. They say they will do anything for you and that the two of you will get married some day. You want to believe them so badly, yet deep down in your heart you know it isn't true.

After a while however, they begin to act strange around you. They stop calling or returning your phone calls. They seem to be trying to avoid you. They ignore you at school or work. You ask, "Is everthing okay with us? Is there something you want to tell me?" Your heart races, and you pray that it will be alright. They give you a half smile and tell you everthing is fine. You know something is wrong. You don't want it to end so badly yet you know the end is near. They just don't have the guts to say it.

Edit:

Well, it was fun but it seems that the relationship has come to an abrupt end. Turns out that he was afraid to tell me, because he knew how much I cared for him. I had a feeling that that was the case. Anyways, he still wants to be friends and thats a good thing I guess. We have known each other since 4th grade, and we started dating a little after Valintine's Day. That was six months ago. He said that he was happy with me, but he just didn't feel that I was "the one". It's strange really. I was somehow convicnced that he was the one. But oh well, I still love him and it will take a while for me to get over him. The sad thing is that most of my friends want to beat the living day lights out of him, and he doesn't even know it. You see, we hang out in the same group of friends, however no one really likes him. Even before we started dating it was like this. One thing is for certain though. I'm going to miss him dearly. I pray he changes his mind. Unfortunatly for me, the chances of that happening arn't good. Thank you all for your kind words and advise. I feel much better now because of them. Wish me luck! sweatdrop