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The best thing ever invented~! I'm feeling pretty good at the moment~! Uni's killing me and i'm seriously thinking of dropping out.... or doing a different digree.....I just can't handel all of this........ it's really getting me down, i have to find another way to get a digree of some kind, i'm just not an academic person. I really don't think i can do it. I can act.... and i can kinda sing, and i can kinda draw... and that's about all the tallent i have.... i want to be able to do something with my life crying i want the person i marry to be able to say "oh? My wife's a -insert profession here-" even if's it's something stupid i want to be qualified to do something crying I'm starting to get myself down now crying ;;; Maybe i sould just move to Crowdy head and have babies and be a house wife that takes care of her children and her parents.... cause atm i think that's about all i'm good for. And i don't even know if my body's capable of doing that........ maybe i should dedicate the rest of my life to trying to find out why every second person i meet has called me a slu or a whore........ without reason. T-T I'm going to go and try and do some work crying ;; Why when i'm feeling good are there always negative things at the back of my mind that come out when i write?... crying ''' >_<''''''''''''''