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	Kayla Kerrigans Logs and personal writeings. Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru Anti-Nostalgic Gravitation In liveing memory of Jan gray mother of three children and 6 chikens

	cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight


sudently i understand a lot of feelings that peoples rp characters have. i can see why if i wouldent really die. cuting my wrist would be a way to escape the world and give me something els to think on. i thougth school would help. but now im just miserable with work and not wanting to do it. i screwed up... i know i did... in more than one way, theres no way to fix it so i get to be miserable. Now i feel slightly toyed with... at least she smiles.... "so cut my wrists and black my eyes. so I can fall a sleep to night. Because you kill me.. you know you do you kill me well. you never stop untill my final breath is gone." emo Verin · Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 09:30am · 1 Comments


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	I know you don't wanna hear me say it and you've probably heard it alot but cutting yourself doesn't do anything for ya thats good.. even if you forget the horrors of life for a minute it never really goes away all cutting does is leave new scars on your wrists. what worries me is what if your family finds out.. what then? I pray to God you get over this whole cutting thing cause your really above that.How did you screw up so bad anyways. was it because of us, in case it is, don't worry about it it's over and we're still friends otherwise I wouldn't be commenting?Well I doubt it is but if it has to do with adele. Listen to me closly: she deserves everything she gets, and don't you dare feel sorry for her thats what she will want. theres a time where you have to draw the line for insanity and now is the time. she hurt you bad and cold blooded too, I recall telling you this before but you didn't screw up there. She did, and BTW from what I've seen she didn't break you heart. she practically threw it in a blender and drank it up like a milkshake. It's gonna be hard but sometime you'll have to accept the fact she's gone. the moment you do that you'll be much happier. as far as love goes. who knows maybe you'll go to another goth club and meet some super hot bondage chick who resembles Ivy very closly. i don't think you'd be thinking too much about adele if that happens. Besides I've seen pics of adele and you can do way better.. she aint that pretty. neither is her personality. she's pretty much screwed with your heart and at that point even if I was in love or not It would be time to bend my ears, back bare my fangs, expose my claws and start tearing off heads. if libby talks st to ya. talk st back. if adele is oh so hurt about it then tell her to control her woman. if adele makes cruel little comments to ya do the same back to her! i know you can do it. get some revenge and makes sure ya serve it raw and cold on an ice cold silver platter. don't take her crap. or in that case be how you always are with everyone else: don't take crap from anyone. You need to put adele in her place cause whats she's doing to you is complete bulshit.she wants to call you scary be scary to her. let her know your not desperate, or make her think that. and what if adele doesn't care? well it's official she's a b*h. and hopefully you'll feel much better standing up to her. I'm serious Erin don't feel sorry for her. the moment you do that you'll regret it and you'll be stuck cutting yourself and worshiping the bh intil she says oh i don't need you anymore go away. I'm sorry to say it but she seems to be that type. you need to let her know you have a heart and she's smashing it like an alarmclock beng chucked at the wall in the morning. Come on now if you can so bluntly admit to me you don't care about our relationship, stand up to me saying you hurt me cause of the break up... she hurt you too. I think it's time to serve up that cold dish of revenge to her. she's been asking for it and I think you know what I mean! well anyways I hope this comment cheers ya up some... if not rile ya up rocky balboa style. should you decide to confront adele and looking for good reasons why. don't hesitate to call, also if ya do, call me up i wanna know what happened! ok then this comment is now mostlikely longer than your journal so I'm done finally see ya around and take care ok.. take what I said to serious thought please. God bless... Always, Troy Offline half_ghost* · Community Member · Mon Aug 28, 2006 @ 05:05am

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