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Hello.

Its been a long long time. years maybe.

A lot of things have changed now, some for the better and some for the worse.

I am still in college, however i tried to move on to a new one, that didn't work out so well for me. I was kicked out in a semi legal accusation of inadequacy. My girlfriend left me for a man that i can only define as ... if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at at all. In my seemingly infinite stupidity I still talk to her, and I would say that I am still hung up on her.

I am considering joining the Army through the R.O.T.C. program at a future school. This is mostly so that I can get the money, I want an active duty slot, and I want to become and MP. With the country moving into Afghanistan and the state of the union, I grow concerned.

My grandmother on my Mothers side Died last year. Cancer... it sort of starved her to death. I guess that's what happens to you when your intestines fill with tumors.
Ether way she is gone, and I never knew how much I really loved her until now. My father told me that I should feel guilty for not being there enough. He never seemed to realize that I was there just not for him. I was there for my grandmother, Grandfather, aunts, and my mother. he wasn't on the blasted radar. It was not his mother, and it was not his grandmother, I doubt he loved her.He loves my mother and that motivates him to do other things.

I work now, in the TV and film industry, I do so whenever I get work. That isn't often anymore. I am hopeful to once again have a job with Knotts Berry Farm for there Halloween Haunt. I worked for the Paint crew not to long ago and that was exciting.

So some time next week I may be working or watching a Filming for the show Glee. it's exciting.

so yes. I will now be Ether holding up this block, and mataniceing it properly. Or I will be ignoring it completely for years from now on. Here we hope yes?

Kayla