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Today, I woke up with the feeling of "Whats the point in life?"
People just go one day by day, fufilling their needs and wants and then someday die. Its pretty pointless from my current view.
And love. Love is a very fickle feeling, I'm not even sure if it's possible just to have one true love for the rest of your life and live to be about 80 or so. I see everyone break up around me and people just playing with others' emotions and I must wonder if it's real. It's very doubtful i can ever find love, or just be able to tell the one i love that they look beautiful and have tem believe it and smile. I'd just want to make them happy and have them belive in love because of me. Just doing that for te rest of my life, in different ways and in different situations, would make me happy.
*sigh*
Oh, well....
People say that I am too young to experience love and such, but i dont think I am. I feel i'm ready to move on, experience more of the emotions and ways of humans. It's always one thing that interests me, the lives and emotions of Humans.
I guess today, i can be labeled as E to the Mo.