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Heh, one year ago, today, i watched the fireworks int he same spot as this year. My thoughts last year were "I wonder if he's with that girl..." and he was. And this year, i think, "I just wanna move on, and i wish this never happened."
People warned me, but i didn't listen. And I'm glad, though. I have new experiences, but Ive lost a few friends along the way, from last year.
So i guess next year, i wont think anything of him, and I'll be thinking about someone else. Although next year I actually want to spend a fourth of July with friends.
Lost love.
Ive never really understood the term quite well till now. And it was truly lost. He turned out to be basically gay at heart and that he never even liked me, which confuses meh. but oh well. I'll just have to keep moving forward with every step i take and grow stronger and I've got to start working on being less sentimental...
confused
Now just to start on a way of getting over people without hating them or not being their friend anymore. Thats the trickiest part

But btw, i watched the phantom of the opera today, and its actually a pretty good movie. now the perfect movie would be just to combine the moulin rouge and the phantom and i would cry happiness
Last Friday was my birthday, and i must admit, it was better than last year. i had people care for once and it just felt nice :]