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Once upon a time... lol but for real though,

I was falling into the dark moments of my life. Something about it intrigued me - wanting to be accustomed to it because of my desire to "be somebody", clout, and crippling depression.

Reconnecting with the light is something I never thought I would need most throughout life. My necessity for this was long overdue. If light would ever be a pronoun to me, I would describe it as she/her. She's all I need now.

I was asking for "her" by praying constantly to God, knowing all the "Hell" I've been through and put myself through. Dreams were no longer a part of my life(literally) at one point. The consequences of seeking greed, power, and lust is where my downfall and nightmares all began. Losing the light in my life made me heartless.

By the grace of God, He answered my prayer, and this is where nostalgia starts. I got to reconnect with this light again, but things were different. I am wiser. I have gone through many experiences and hardships. I have matured.