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I don't know how to explain it.
I crave affection and love but know Im meant to be alone.

I find peace in sleeping an dreams but know I cannot just "sleep forever" at least not in a realistic way.

As I grow older I see Nihilism as the only reality. I will be alone an then forgotten as with everyone in time, just my loneliness started just a little over a decade ago..